If It Were Meant To Be
If spring was meant to stay till July,
There wouldnt be a summer,
If music was meant to be soft,
There wouldnt be a drummer,
If life were meant to be easy,
I wouldnt have met you,
If tears were never meant to fall,
I wouldnt have met you,
If hearts were never meant to be broken,
I wouldnt have met you,
If love were meant to last,
I wouldnt have met you,
If water was meant to be rough,
There wouldnt be a stream,
If football were meant to be nice,
There wouldnt be a team,
If life were meant to be easy,
I wouldnt have met you,
If tears were never meant to fall,
I wouldnt have met you,
If hearts were never meant to be broken,
I wouldnt have met you,
If love were meant to last,
I wouldnt have met you
~KAB 06/02/03
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No Regrets
I am finally free,
Free of all your ways,
I never thought I'd move on,
Thought I'd always pay,
The other day meant nothing,
I didn't feel a thing,
My heart didn't jump,
After all it was a fling,
We were as close as we could be,
Closer than we shoulda been,
This time I didn't cry,
I didn't let you in,
I don't regret my actions,
I enjoyed myself,
But did you feel it this time,
Are you the one with doubts?
~KAB 04/04/03
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Forgetting You
I have so many reasons,
To forget about you,
No reason to still love you,
No reason to care,
So why do I think about you,
Night and day,
Everything leads back,
To something you've done,
Nothing is pure,
All tainted by your love,
I thought time would help,
To help me forget,
Just makes me remember,
What I don't want to forget,
So time was nice to you,
I'm gone in your eyes,
How was it so easy,
Did you ever even cry,
I've shed a million tears,
Everyone because of you,
Damn I really hate you,
Why can't I forget,
I don't wanna remember,
But the memories wont fade,
If you knew I still cared,
You'd probably smile,
Think how great you must be,
To have someone hang on so long,
It's not like that,
I don't want you back,
I want to forget you,
But the memories remain.
~KAB 04/02/03
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Now I'm Gone
I don't want to love you,
I don't want to care,
I don't want to see your blue eyes,
I don't want to feel your blonde hair,
I just want to forget,
I just want to move on,
I just want to not know you,
I just want you to be gone,
You don't want to love me,
You don't want to care,
You don't want to see my blue eyes,
You don't want to feel my brown hair,
You just want to forget,
You just want to move on,
You just want not to know me,
You just want me to be gone,
I don't love you,
I don't care,
I don't see your blue eyes,
I don't feel your blonde hair,
I have forgotten,
I have moved on,
I don't know you,
Now you're gone,
You don't love me,
You don't care,
You don't see my blue eyes,
You don't feel my brown hair,
You have forgotten,
You have moved on,
You don't know me,
Now I'm gone.
~KAB 03/20/03
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-->--@Forgotten Flowers@--<--
Forgotten flowers,
Frozen in time,
Bring back memories,
Alone I cry,
There smell is still sweet,
There color still red,
Nothing is different,
Is what I said,
Over a year has passed,
Everything has changed,
Our hearts are elsewhere,
But the flowers remain,
Frozen in time,
Laughter saved,
Tears hold still,
Words replayed,
Ill put them back,
Ill let them freeze,
Ill shed some tears,
Tears no one will see.
~KAB 03/15/03
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Love's Disguise
You said you loved me
But you lied
I should have seen sooner
Past
your disguise
A broken promise
A broken heart
Our so-called-love was overdue to part
I played your games for way
too long
And now this time - I'm moving on
So see you later
Forever goodbye
Love to me is not a lie
~ Tiffany Amber Blevins
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Never
I never knew what we had
Would go bad
I never knew what I had
Or that losing it could make
me so sad
I never really thought about it
But now here I sit
Wondering how I lost you
And why were through
You
slipped through my fingers
And I never even knew
What was happening
I was blind
I was such a fool
I never told
you how I felt
So now I sit here daily
Contemplating over what you really meant to me
But now it's to late
I had
my chance I let it go
And now were through forever
~ Tiffany Blevins
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Second Chance
A Short Poem Dedicated To Anna
A Second Chance Has Come To Me,
A Chance To Smile And Be Happy,
Staring, Lost Again, In Your
Eyes,
Holding You, With Contented Sighs,
Knowing That This Might Be True Love,
An Angel, Fallen, From Heaven Above,
Who
Makes Me Laugh Instead Of Cry,
Who Makes Me Live, Not Want To Die,
In Her Presence, I Know That Its Real,
That These
Aren't Just Mere Words... Its How I Feel.
~ David Vaughn
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Promise
How Fast Love That Isn't True Turns To Loathing...
I dream of you standing silly, smiling at me,
Dreaming of everything I know we could be,
I refuse
to let you push me away,
I promise to be there, day after day,
To kiss you and hold you until I die,
And I swear
to you that this isn't a lie.
You make every day better than the last,
You make me forget the sorrow that's past,
You
hold my hand, and I can survive,
I hear your voice, and am glad I'm alive.
This never happened before I met you
You
made me smile with all these things you do.
When you held my hand, I felt my heart stop,
And looking into your eyes,
I was ready to pop,
I've never felt like this, like I actually belong,
And I swear I can feel you when I hear our
song,
You've turned my whole world upside-down,
And you got rid of my life-long frown.
~ David Vaughn
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Soaring Love
This Poem Is Dedicated To Taking Chances And Being Rewarded...
Smiling Like I've Lost My Mind,
I've Found The Something Thats Hard To Find,
I've Found You,
And Now I'm Not Letting Go,
I've Found Someone To Pull Me Up When I'm Low,
And That Someone Is You, You Brought Me The
Power To Finally Fly,
The Power To Be Happy And Never Die,
Making My Lips Crack A Smile, When I Thought They Were Broke,
Finally
A Part Of Me, I Thought Long Dead, Has Been Awoke,
I Care, More Than Ever, Enough To Die, Enough To Live,
And For This
Gift, I Have Only My Love To Give,
I Hope You Take It With Your Usual Cute Lil Grin,
And Maybe The Healing Of Your Heart,
Can Finally Begin,
I Know You've Been Hurt, And That Its Too Hard To Trust,
But If You Fear Love, Then Your Heart Will
Slowly Rust,
And Believe Me, That Brings An Unbearable Pain,
Your Whole World, Will Have No Sun, Only Dark Rain,
So
Take The Chance Of Falling In Love,
And Let Your Soul Soar With Mine, Like Two Love Sick Dove.
~ David Vaughn
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Soulmates
To Anna, My Superhero Girl, For Always Giving Me Strength...
Looking At You, Looking Kind Of Dazed,
Shot Four Times And Your Still Not Phased,
Talking To
You, The World Seems To Swirl,
And Since I've Known You, You've Been My Superhero Girl,
When I See Your Smile, I Can
Feel No Pain,
Looking In Your Eyes, I Almost Feel Sane,
In Our Future, I Don't Fear Have To Fear Being Hurt,
'Fore
I Know You'd Take My Hand And Help Me Up From The Dirt,
We Met By Chance And Our Love Was Inprobable,
But With You And
Me, I Feel So Unstoppable,
I Thank God For This Cross In Our Fate,
For Bringing Me You, My Amazing Soulmate.
~
David Vaughn
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You Are My World
I Dedicate This PoemTo My Fiance, Anna, You Are My Whole World!
My Love For You Swallows Me Whole,
It Takes Over My Mind, Heart, And Soul,
I've Been This Way
Since Our First Kiss,
Living In Our World Of Eternal Bliss,
Your Smile Can Put An End To Me Being Sad,
When You Say
I'm Sorry I Cannot Stay Mad,
Your Kisses Take Away My Very Breath,
As Long As You Love Me, My Heart Shall Never Know
Death,
Your Arms Around Me Is All I Need,
When You Have Faith, I Can Suceed,
I'll Love You When Bones Are Brittle
And Fingers Curled,
For All Times... You Are My World.
~ David Vaughn
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Fear
This Poem Just Shows How Fear Can Take You Over...
I Lay And Weep At My Lost Love,
She Flew Away Like A Frightened Dove,
I Should Have Went Slower
And Thought Of The Case,
Due To My Actions I Was Slapped In The Face,
I Never Meant To Hurt Her, I Gave Her My Heart,
I
Took It Back And Guilt Tore It Apart,
If You Cause Sadness, You Will Have Guilt,
Then After Awhile Your Hatred Is Built,
And
With That Hatred Also Comes Fear,
Though At First Its Meek And Mere,
But As It Grows And Your Heart Booms,
You Learn
A Lesson, Fear Consumes.
~ David Vaughn
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Falling Yet Flying
Torn shall be this heart of mine,
It may never find its peace,
I once heard that love was a leap,
A jump I have already made,
For a while you are flying,
Everything is right,
Everything just clicks,
Then you hit the ground,
You realize that you arent unbreakable,
That love cant save you from everything,
That love cant save you from itself,
Thats why its called falling in love,
You fall,
You let your self go,
You give everything and more,
Just to fall,
Everything is perfect for that brief moment,
Nothing can touch that feeling,
But it has to end,
There will always be a ground to hit,
There will always be the last goodbye,
So as I sit with my heart still torn,
I remember that moment of pure happiness,
The memories of when I first fell,
How sweet those days were,
But now I have hit the bottom,
I dont think I can get back up.
~KAB 11/23/02
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Good-bye My Angel Dear
My days draw long and weary
When you're no longer near.
Confidence is filled with questions
Strength replaced with fear.
The assuredness that I awake with each day
Is nowhere to be found,
As though my dreams and aspirations
Were buried under ground.
I hear you voice being carried by wind
Like your fingers through my hair.
I close my eyes and remember your kiss
And wish that you were there.
So with nothing left but one thing to say
To resolve my heartbreak here,
Good-bye my darling and my love
Good-bye my angel dear.
10/28/02 Tyler Phillips
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Have You Ever
Have you ever lived my life?
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't then tell me why
You judge me as you do.
Have you ever woken up in the morning
Wondering if this was your last day on Earth?
Have you ever left your house
Unsure if you'd return?
Have you ever seen your friend get shot
Outside his favorite store?
Have you ever seen a friend die
From drugs he'd never used before?
Have you ever seen your mom get beat up
By your stepdad messed up on booze?
Have you ever had an unwanted pregnancy
Forcing you to choose?
Have you ever sat beneath the stars
Hoping God will hear?
Have you ever seen your friend drive away
After way too many beers?
Have you ever had a friend
Experiment with weed?
Have you ever covered up guilt
By doing a good deed?
Have you ever considered suicide
As the only way?
Have you ever tried to hide yourself
Behind the things you say?
Have you ever wanted to protect
Your friends and everyone in sight?
Have you ever felt such pain
That you cried yourself to sleep at night?
Have you ever lived my life,
Spent on minute in my shoes?
If you haven't, then tell me why
You judge me as you do.
10/28/02 Tiffany Blevins
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Again
If when you wake up in the morning,
And the hurting is so great,
You don't want to get out of bed
And face a world of hate.
If everything in life goes wrong
And nothing you do seems right,
You just try a little harder
And soon you'll see the light.
For every person who has put you down
And filled your life with pain,
You must strive to achieve greatness
And show them you can win.
For every disappointment,
For the time you are let down,
There will be a better moment
And you life will turn around.
Because everyone feels hearache
And everyone feels pain,
But ony those who have true courage
Can get up and try again.
10/28/02 Teal Henderson
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To everything there is a season,
And a time to every purpose under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to cast away;
A time to rend, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate;
A time for war, and a time for peace.
10/28/02 Ecclesiastes 3:1-8
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I let you go,
I really did,
I never thought,
That youd forgive,
I tried to move on,
I thought I could,
You did move on,
I didnt think you would,
I grew up,
Ive learned new things,
I met some people,
You dont know there names,
You held me close,
I am now confused,
Thinking of us,
No thanks to you,
So what are we now,
I dont know what to say,
These games are dangerous,
I dont wanna play,
What do you want,
Is it me,
What I want is simple,
I want to be me
~KAB 9/26/02
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Dont Forget...Please
Forget everything,
Forget our past,
Forget the present,
Forget what I want,
Forget what you dont want,
Forget that I loved you all along,
Forget that I was there,
Forget how much I cared,
Forget who I am,
Forget who we were,
Forget what you loved,
Forget the time we shared,
Forget all the tears,
Forget those talks,
Forget our many fights,
Forget the times you smiled,
Forget the nights in your bed,
Forget car games in the dark,
Forget my lips,
Forget our song,
Forget the gifts,
Forget the feelings,
Forget our walks,
Forget everything that you once knew,
Forget me and how much I love you,
Forgetting is the only way,
Forgetting is what gets me through the day,
Forgetting will get us through this,
Forgetting lets go of what I miss,
Forget how much you want us back,
Forget the feeling that you lack,
Forget what your heart may see,
Forget the past, Forget me.
~KAB 10/23/02
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This is our last hug,
This is our last kiss,
This is the last time you see me cry,
This is our last moment,
This is our last goodbye,
This is when you remember,
This is when you hold me,
This is when you smile,
This is when I fall again,
I said this was the last time,
I guess I did forget,
Now here I am,
Once again,
And you want to be my friend,
This is when I walk away,
This is when you pull me back,
This is when I cry again,
This is when you hold me tight,
This is when I know were not right,
These days are getting longer,
My nights are hard too,
Remembering everything about us,
Knowing I said goodbye to you.
~KAB 10/9/02
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This is all new to me,
I never thought Id meet you,
I didnt know you were there,
Look at us now,
You make me happy,
You make me smile,
Do you understand,
That I am still hurt,
That I dont know if I can,
Love again that is,
Its been so hard,
But youve made it better,
Youve been there for me,
You held me tight,
Now Im ok,
And its all because of you,
All those nights I cried out loud,
You dont know about them,
I doubt you ever will,
But youre the reason I cry no more,
Youre the reason my hearts not tore,
Youll never know how happy I am,
That you saved me from myself,
Youll never know how you make me feel,
That you truly helped.
~KAB 10/9/02
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Am I Breathing?
You swept me off my feet,
You took the breath right outa me,
I didnt know what to do,
I couldnt take my eyes off you,
The craziest feeling I ever had,
My friends thought I went mad,
My pulse did quicken,
I didnt know what I was thinking,
So now Im taken away,
I dont know what to say,
I really hope youre not leaving,
I want to know, Am I breathing?
~KAB 9/4/02
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9/4/02
Give me a sign,
Give me a clue,
Talk to me,
Tell me what to do,
I thought I was confused before,
When we never spoke,
But now Im mystified ,
This is really no joke,
You kissed me, you kissed me,
No I will not tell,
You kissed me, you kissed me,
What the hell,
Now what do I think,
How do I feel,
Reality is hurtful,
Is this real,
Do I want to love you,
Can I take the pain,
I know I love you,
Is this sane?
~KAB 9/4/02
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Unforgettable
Has the time come for me to let go,
Put down my pride and turn away,
Should I forget all the memories we share,
Forget those hugs and wonderful nights,
Forget my love, the love of my life,
Is it time to move on,
You dont seem to want me to stay,
My mind is telling me to let you go,
To walk away and not look back,
To forget my love, and cover the tracks,
The door is closing,
It will soon be locked,
Fearful is my heart,
Stubborn is my head,
Forgetting you, something I dread,
Do you really want me to turn the lock,
To set my self free from you,
You seem to be ok with this,
Youve already thrown away your key,
I know I wont forget you, like you have forgotten me.
~KAB 5/21/02
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5-18-02
Why do I have to love him,
What does he have so rare,
Why do I have to hate him,
What would he care,
The world let me meet him,
It sent him from above,
Time brought us closer,
We were soon in love,
Please dont say you love me,
My heart is really tore,
Games are for children,
And I dont want to play anymore,
Please dont say you hate me,
My heart is really tore,
Games are for children,
And I dont want to play anymore,
Does he know I miss him,
What he really means to me,
No one knows these feelings,
Something no one has to see,
Please dont say you love me,
My heart is really tore,
Games are for children,
And I dont want to play anymore,
Please dont say you hate me,
My heart is really tore,
Games are for children,
And I dont want to play anymore,
All I have is our memories,
Photos of better days,
Times never forgotten,
Moments that never fade,
Please dont say you love me,
My heart is really tore,
Games are for children,
And I dont want to play anymore,
Please dont say you hate me,
My heart is really tore,
Games are for children,
And I dont want to play anymore
~KAB
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The Dance...
Things were going great,
I thought I had it straight,
My mind was free of stress,
Hell I looked good in
my dress,
Then I heard the note,
The song that always brought
hope,
As I sat out and watched,
I knew it wasnt my cough,
Tears began to fall,
I almost lost it all,
No one saw these tears,
They would have thought
me weird,
But was it so bad,
I wanted what I couldnt
have,
Memories of times past,
I remember the last,
You held me in your arms
so tight,
Nothing ever felt so right,
Beautiful I was to you,
Now I feel like such a
fool,
So as I watched the couples
move,
I knew my dream wasnt
true
~KAB 4/14/02
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You confuse me,
With every touch,
You confuse me,
With every word,
You confuse me,
With every glance,
You confuse me,
With every stare,
You confuse me,
With every thing,
Stop confusing me!
~KAB
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Everything and Nothing
The sky is blue,
The grass is green,
The sun will rise,
The moon will fall,
Everything is normal,
Everything is right,
Every day will come,
Every night will go,
Just as before,
Just as it should be,
Just like it is,
Just like is was,
Nothing is different,
Nothing has changed,
Nothing is wrong,
And yet nothing will ever be the same.
~KAB
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The First...
It was a cold November night back in 1999, I don't remember
where or what we did that night, but I remember the end... we pulled into my driveway in your old grey truck (the one
you love so much), It was really our first night out together, I knew my mom was waiting on me inside, but I didn't want to
leave your truck just yet... Then it happened, you leaned in, I leaned in, and we kissed for the very first time... That a
moment in my life I will never forget...
The Last...
It was a chilly March night this year of 2002, I was lying
in your bed, so afraid to be there, Millions of thoughts running through my head, everyone about you, Your slightest movment
brought questions to my head, Then your arm reached across me, Fear and hope entered my mind, I didn't know what to think...
That night was the last... The last kiss, the last hug... The last of us...
Now I'm lost, between the first and the last... I don't want to
leave this place, This place of happiness, of love, of wonderful memories, of pain, of heartache, of makeup's and breakup's,
of moment's of passion, of love, and hate... I'm lost between the first...and the last... but do I really want out...
~KAB April, 20th, 2002
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Why?
Why cant you look past this,
Why cant you forget,
Why cant we love like we used to,
Why must I live in regret,
You say you keep remembering,
You say you are ok,
You say you still love me,
You say it in another way,
I hear it in your voice,
Its something new and cold,
I hear it in your voice,
Its something thats getting old,
I feel it in your touch,
Its not so soft anymore,
I feel it in your touch,
Its like your heart is tore,
I see the look in your eyes,
Nothing but a gaze,
I see the look in your eyes,
What can I do but pray,
Why must you hate me,
Why must you make me cry,
Why must you love me,
Why must you make me die.
~KAB
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Protest
Protest Against A 6:30 Reveille
the world begins at five
it is 6:30
Atlas has been yawning for one and one half-hours
I lie in bed
where I will remain -
today I will not fight
toothpaste and running water
nor keep time to 3-minure eggs or a chorus of snap, crackle,
pop
there will be not stubbing of toes in the dark
no cursing in a pillow -
today I will curse aloud
today the rinse-cycle spin-dry world will go on without
me
I will not go five rounds of fancy footwork
with cold bathroom floors
I will not wrestle with zippers and buttons
nor will I take a fork to knotted shoelaces
today the knots will remain
staying in bed will allow me to forgo juggling cups and
saucers and cereal bowls
I will not rinse my dishes
I will not fight tooth decay
my hair will remain a tribute to Ben Franklin
and static electricity
I will bask in the comfort of day-old socks and morning
mouth
my eyes will study the sleep the sandman left
today I will
leave it all to Beaver and Donna Reed.
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~Loving You~
Loving you has taught me
so much...
its taught me how to live, how to breathe...
~how to hold and never let go
~how to kiss and make it last
forever
Loving you has taught me more than any book ever could...
it taught me that giving is much better than receiving...
~sometimes
saying nothing at all can mean so much more
~sometimes a simple look can tell it all
Loving you has showed me so
much...
it has showed me that love has no boundaries
and doesn't expect you to make any...
~that sharing and giving
your all is a risk,
that you just have to take.
~that love can feel so good...
but never to forget that it hurts
sometimes too
Loving you has made me realize...
~that you can't take life for granted
~you can't hold back and
expect to live and love completely
~you can't give up when everyone else already has
And Loving you has taught me
that, when you give your all
and still lose the one person you thought
would never walk out on you....
Life
goes on...
but still I'll never stop
LOVING YOU
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Pressure
The party was great,
The music was loud,
Killers were among us,
In that great big crowd,
We didnt know it then,
But we sure do now,
The guys were cute,
What can I say but wow,
Our peers were with us,
Commenting on ones moves,
Tops were flying everywhere,
There was a lot of booze,
After turning down,
Every type of pill,
I tried to find my friends,
The ones passed out on the hill,
I started to feel dizzy,
My drink didnt taste so good,
I sat next to him,
Since I knew I never would,
We started to dance,
Things got hot,
That's the last I remember,
A gentleman he was not,
I woke the next day,
In a strangers bed,
My stomach was flipping,
Throbbing was my head,
The killer that night,
Wasnt my crush,
The killer was I,
With pressure as my crutch.
~KAB
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Life Is Easier In A Letter
Mistakes can be erased,
Your
future lies in your hands.
What happens is determined by the tip of a pen,
Not by the God of all man.
Decisions
aren't always final,
Length is not always better.
What you do is entirely up to you,
Life is easier in a letter.
What
other people think doesn't determine your role.
Put an end wherever you want.
Handle carelessly without worry,
Choose
size, color, style even font.
Ignore what you know to be true,
Rain does not make you wetter.
No matter what
kind of person you are,
Life is easier in a letter.
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Do you believe in love stories and imagination?
Do you believe in fairy tales, stuff you
dream about at night?
Do you believe in Romeo and Juliet,
Who died for each other cause of love?
Do you believe in
Cinderella, when she and Prince Charming met?
I do. I believe in love stories and imagination.
I believe in Sleeping
Beauty who rose from her mans kiss.
I want a man to climb up by my window.
I want him to sing me a song.
I want him
in my arms where he knows he belongs.
I want him to put me on his white horse and ride me to his silver castle.
Where my room is made of gold.
I want him to put me in his arms and let him tell me he loves me.
Let
him kiss me and tell me again.
I want him to hand me a rose.
The reddest rose I have ever seen.
I want him to introduce
me to the world as his Queen.
I want to live happily ever after
and tell my family the fairy tale of me and him.
I
will start my fairy tale with just one question.
Do you believe in love stories and imagination?
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Letting Go
Moving on is something hard to do,
Especially
when it's me moving on from you.
I never wanted this to happen to us,
Whenever it came close, I would start to fuss.
I've
held on to you for quite some time now,
It's time for me to stop and take a bow.
We've been there for each other all
the way,
Now it has come down to that final day.
Our friendship grew deeper as we began to fall in love,
But now
all the memories must be sent up above.
We've changed each other in so many ways,
Let's hope those changes help us in
our future days.
The time has come I set you free,
My only wish is you remember me.
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HOW COME?
You use to be all up in my face,
Now I'm
wondering was our time together a waste.
I always thought our love was so right, I guess I was wrong.
I guess we're
through, so I gotta say, "So long."
But, baby, if what we had was cool,
How come you don't come around, anymore?
I
now count a thousand tears I've shed
'Cause I still can remember everything you said.
Suddenly we were miles apart,
no longer the same.
I guess I gotta go 'cause I'm sick of playing games.
But, baby, if what we had was cool,
How
come we don't talk, anymore?
I still play our favorite songs on rainy nights.
I still liked it better when you were
holding me tight.
Everyone always said we should never part,
So, why, baby, why did you have to go and break my heart?
And,
baby, if what we had was cool,
How come you don't love me, anymore?
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My Dream. . .
Will you run away with me,
We can find a whole new place,
Somewhere far away from here,
A place to be alone,
I want you to hold me,
Tell me everything's ok,
Wipe away my tears.
Wipe away my fears,
Tell me that you love me,
That you truly care,
Hold me in your arms,
Please don't let go,
Ill listen to your heart,
As it pounds its steady beat,
Take my hand in yours,
Calm my shaking soul,
Be my friend and hold me close,
Dance with me underneath the stars,
Sweep me off my feet,
We will fly away together,
And sit upon the clouds,
You ask me what my dreams are,
And swear they will come true,
You say youll make them happen,
Deep inside I believe you,
So will you run away with me?
~KAB
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Me, I, & You
Being
what I am is what I do,
But is there an I without your you?
Can I be me without the you?
I am me,
Which is
I,
Im not you,
You are me,
I was once you,
But what makes up me without you?
Is there still a me?
Can
I be an I?
You were what made me I,
So how is there an I without the you?
I ask you now is there and I,
Is
there a me?
If so then who are you,
And what makes up me?
~KAB
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In The Clouds
God, give me wings,
So I can fly away,
Fly to another place
A place for me to stay,
Some magical land,
In the clouds so deep,
A magical land,
For me to keep,
I wont have to hide,
I wont be afraid,
A kingdom of clouds,
So pure and tame,
Please let me have wings,
I want to fly,
Please let me leave,
Dont pass me by,
Take me to this land,
Of magic and love,
This land that I dream,
So very far above,
This place I wish,
Its only for me,
I dont need to share,
It is my dream,
Please give me these wings,
I want to fly away,
To this kingdom,
Where I may stay.
~KAB
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I Miss. . .
I miss your eyes,
When the lights fade,
I miss your lips,
When you take them away,
I miss your arms,
When I am cold,
I miss your hands,
When there is nothing to hold,
I miss your smell,
When my nose is stuffy,
I miss your laughter,
When my eyes get puffy,
I miss your ears,
When there is nothing to touch,
I miss your heart,
When the beat is rough,
I miss your brain,
When my minds in denial,
I miss your mouth,
When I cant bare to smile,
I miss your tears,
When I'm all cried out,
I miss your voice,
When mine is full of doubt,
*Yes I miss you when I'm sad,
Yes I miss you when Im mad,
I miss you lots when I'm feeling crappy,
But I miss you most when I am happy
*I miss your strength,
When Im full of fears,
I miss your shoulder,
When Im full of tears
~KAB
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3/26/02
I once thought nothing could tear us apart,
I thought us unbreakable,
Inseparable at the heart,
Now I know the truth,
I caused pain to you,
But now Im in pain,
I never thought Id be burnt,
Reality is hurtful,
But a lesson well learnt,
Please tell me you love me,
Just one last time,
Tell me this is a dream,
And that youre still mine,
Tell her you dont like her,
Tell her you dont care,
Tell her you want me,
That youre done being fair,
Will you change your mind,
Once she has moved on,
Will you come back to me,
Once you realize youre her pond,
Live your life as you please,
Listen to your heart,
It knows what you need,
I cant tell you what to do,
Im in favor of me,
She has to lose.
~KAB
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